Current Song:       Who can think about a song when my life is OVER

Entry 5:  I'm Going to Kill Myself

I CAN'T BELIEVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!  I AM ABOUT TO VOMIT...WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?  IT'S BAD ENOUGH THAT I...YOU KNOW...WITH A WHITE GUY.  BUT TIMBERFU-...I CAN'T EVEN TYPE IT.

ANYONE HAVE A RAZOR...SLEEPING PILLS....A GUN.  SO I CAN END MY LIFE QUICKLY AND AS PAINLESS AS POSSIBLE.