Current Song:       "Break Stuff" by Limp Bizkit...I totally slept on them, but after
                                 watching that leader singer guy with the red cap, he's got a lil' bit
                                 of flava...for a white guy.  More flava than that loser Timberfuck
                                 and JC combined.

Entry 15:   Coronaries are not a good thing...
 

Life as I know it has officially ended.   First of all TIMBERFUCK just IMed me.  Who the fuck gave him my s/n?  I can’t even recap I’m just pasting what we said because my mind is fucking blown.  And I was supposed to be going out with Antoine tonight.  I’m trying to call JC on my cell because Jen’s in class and I need to talk to SOMEBODY.  This is all the fucker said.

10Mann97: hey Sasha I need to talk to you
GoAway69: Who the hell is this?  Do I know you?
10Mann97: it’s Justin sorry
10Mann97: r u there?
10Mann97: look I know u r there I wouldn’t IM u if I didn’t have a good reason
GoAway69: Is Tara in the hospital?  Is she sick?  Does she need me?
10Mann97: no she’s not in the hospital
GoAway69: Then we have nothing to discuss.  Bye!
10Mann97: this is important for real
10Mann97: u r such a bitch u know that?  i’m trying to talk to u about Tara and how something could be wrong here
GoAway69: WHAT?  Shit.  Thought you were going to take such great care of her she sounded fine when I talked to her yesterday.
10Mann97:  it’s not that stuff she was in the hospital for.  she was kinda sick for a few days and i just wanted to see if she mentioned it to you.  she told me she’s ok now but she might say that just so i won’t worry
GoAway69: Yes.
GoAway69: Because it’s always ALL ABOUT NOT WORRYING YOU.  Asshole.
GoAway69: What was wrong with her?  She told me she had cramps or something the other day but nothing else.
10Mann97: she was throwing up a few times and she keeps getting this headache.  but now she says she’s fine
GoAway69: Okay.  So your reason for bothering me is what, then?  Since she’s fine?
GoAway69: Wait a minute she threw up more than once?  Do you think she’s PREGNANT?
GoAway69: DON’T TELL ME YOU DIDN’T USE SOMETHING YOU IDIOTS I’M GONNA KILL HER
GoAway69: I’d expect this crap from you but she knows better.  Please don’t tell me she’s going to have YOUR child.  Maybe I should just kill myself now.  Lord why hast thou forsaken me and my friend?
10Mann97: look who’s talking about making everything about themselves ur not even worried about her.  i don’t know if she is but i think she is and DON’T SAY ANYTHING TO HER SHE DOESN’T THINK SHE IS
GoAway69: You’re telling me that my best friend might be pregnant but has no idea that she is and you don’t want me to clue her in that she might be?  Whatever.  Why the hell haven’t YOU said anything, punk?
10Mann97: because she was nervous about meeting my parents and acting really sick and just when she started to get over it i noticed she’s gaining weight and not getting better.  so i think she might be pregnant but thing is she’s on the pill
10Mann97: but when she was in the hospital they didn’t give it to her and it fucked her system up
GoAway69: You IDIOT
GoAway69: Both of you.  IDIOTS
GoAway69: You guys had sex anyway without protection after that?  Didn’t anybody ever give you a sex talk?  This is unbelievable!
10Mann97: fuck this i don’t know why i bothered trying to ask your dumbass anything i thought you’d be worried but as usual all you can do is bitch about shit
10Mann97: and the only reason i haven’t said anything to her is because she was nervous enough here i was waiting until we got back to florida before i said anything
10Mann97: but now YOUR stupid trip is coming up and if she’s upset she won’t want to go so i was waiting to see if maybe i was wrong
GoAway69: Wait, are you trying to blame this on me now?  Don’t bring me into your convoluted shit.
GoAway69: I don’t think you should wait to tell her because of that trip, this is a BABY we’re talking about here.  And you’re only fucking 18, I KNEW she should’ve never had shit to do with your ass.  I can’t believe this is happening.
10Mann97: i’m not arguing with u i just wanted to know if she said anything about still feeling sick and if not to tell you to keep ur mouth SHUT and i’ll tell her
10Mann97: Sasha?  Do NOT say anything to her I mean it
10Mann97: SASHA?
GoAway69:  “I mean it”?  LOL Or what?
GoAwya69: What are you going to do?  LMAO
GoAway69: That was good, thanks for the comedy relief.
10Mann97: look this isn’t for me i’m trying to keep things as chill as possible for her she was just in the hospital.  if she is pregnant we’ll deal with it i just don’t wanna say something if it’s pointless
10Mann97: so just for once stop being a bitch and keep your mouth shut
10Mann97: ur right i am an idiot for talking to your ass.  Goodbye

Now JC won’t answer me because he’s a PRICK and I know he’s online.  I’m just gonna call Antoine and tell him I have to cancel.  I can’t go out I have to decide what to do.   I should call Jen but I want to ask JC what to do first he’s always calm and logical.  Because Jen would tell Tara right away and maybe Timberfuck has a point for once.  Shit.

Okay JC’s calling BBL