Current Song:       "Chante's Got a Man at Home"...ya'll know the part when she
                                 breaks it down saying, "takes me out and wines and dines me,
                                 brings me flowers, met his mama, how he loves
                                 meeeeeeeeeeeee"  But does Dwayne Wayne really warrant a song
                                 like that?

Entry 13:  Woo!!! Raise the Roof!!!! Go Sasha, Get Busy!!!!!

Sasha's got a maaaaaan aaaaaaatttt .... hoooommeeeee ...

Or wherever he lives, the point is I met a man.  WOO HOO! Bout time, ya
know?  Kurt went out with me to Takoma Station last night after I was about
to go crazy from sitting in here on this damn thing plus having to listen to
JJ work on his new rap.  If he didn't suck so bad I'd go tell him to shut up
but how can you kick someone who's already down?  Daddy is meaner to him
than he is to me but I'm mean like Daddy so I don't care.  JJ is just a
wimp.  Why he thinks he can make it in the business is beyond me but if he
keeps bothering me I'll give him Timberfuck's cell number.

You know that's not a bad idea at all.  I think it would be pretty funny.
Hmm.

Anyway yeah I met a guy!  His name is Antoine and okay at first I was like
please go away because his ass ain't French but then again my ass ain't
Russian either and look at my name.  He's so cute!  A little short but you
know these days you can only be so picky.  He's a lawyer but he's only a
first year so he's not making any dough.  Therefore this won't be anything
serious, trust me, but at least it's something to do.  I have a  date!  Do
you know how long it's been since I went on a date?  I guess Tara and me
were dating each other all this time because we didn't hang with anyone
except Kurt and them.  Now that a sister has been dissed, she gotta find her
own man.  So you know I did.

He went to Howard which is okay I guess.  It's not as good as Catholic but
what am I bragging about?  That school sucked you couldn't find any good men
there.  I prefer the educated thug, not punks running around in Izod shirts
or whatever.  Antoine was dressed all right and I didn't get to see what car
he was driving but I'll know after tonight because we're going out for
drinks.

Yay I'm so excited, it's a real date because he's coming to pick me up and
everything and I don't have to prep my father beforehand.  It doesn't get
any better than that.

Might as well mention that JC is mad.  I didn't tell him I had a date but
big mouth Tara told you know who of course and he told JC.  I don't see why
he should care.  I think he's jealous but how the hell could he be jealous
when he has  GIRLFRIEND?  A crack fiend girlfriend but a girlfriend
nonetheless.  He finally admitted that she does drugs which I peeped a long
time ago and I know he does, too.  He tells me all about it.  He's no
druggie, I mean he gets stuff done but he says he likes the way it makes him
feel and helps him unwind.  Tara said that's exactly what Justin said so I
guess they are stressed.  But JC never seems stressed.  I'm always upset
about something or thinking about something and he just listens and offers
opinions or straight out laughs at me.

I don't even know why I talk to him.  But yeah he was mad and he said it was
because we're friends and I didn't mention it when we talked this morning
but I didn't FEEL like it.  He's just mad because Bobbee is still there in
Florida and she was supposed to leave yesterday and hasn't because she
probably wants to spend more of his money if you ask me.  I cannot
understand why a cute guy like him who can have lots of women is messing
with someone like her but you know what?  I keep saying it's none of my
business but this time I'm sticking to it.  Let him date whoever he wants.
Because I sure am!

Off to get ready.  I need to look really cute ... okay JC is online now.
Maybe I'll talk to him for a second first.  Just for a second though.

He won't talk to me.  What the fuck is his problem?